Demolish

Fansite joined, will arrange them again.

2009-10-02T21:46:00.003+08:00

Strawberry net - Manga site
antiPOP
Doraemon Fanlisting
Euphemia le Britannia Fanlisting
Suzaku and Euphemia Fanlisting
Suzaku Fanlisting
Vampire Knight Fanlisting
[ETERNAL] - TFL of Gazette
Sugar Pain - TFL of Aoi
Truth or Lie - The LAST ANGEL fanlisting
W.A.S.U.R.E.R.A.R.E.N.A.I-//-Alice Nine Fanlisting
GOONG (fanlisting)
Prince in Waiting - TFL of Lee Yul

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Some of the fansites are dead... *sighs* I will join more! XD Update will be done when I'm free. LOL. :D

Yes! This blog isn't dead!

2009-10-02T21:41:00.003+08:00

Yes, you heard me. This blog isn't dead! It's a waste if I just left it like that.

This blog will be my fansite collective! XD

I'll put all the fansite that I joined here! <3

A new layout will be up soon! Just wait, ok? :D

Blog is dead?

2008-08-23T12:20:00.001+08:00

I got one laptop already, but I plan to sell it after 6 months. ^^;

Then, seriously, the college life kills me lots. *sighs*

Ok, my blog is almost dead, just to inform you guys, because it is dead for you all. XD Don't care too much about this blog!

That's all. Bye!

Hectic or happy?

2008-06-01T14:41:00.003+08:00

Hectic weeks better go away from me. You're not welcome!

I got a cupboard! *touched* No way, got to share it with my younger brother... Urgh...

I won a first place in an icon award! XD Thank you!

That's all. See ya!

Win!

2008-05-25T22:04:00.003+08:00

I won an icon award! It's mod choice. XD

I will work harder, but I'm having some problems to deal with manga colouring... Too hard for me.

Finally, I put a hiatus in LJ. My life isn't going well as I wanted. *sighs*

That's all. Good night.

Pissed.

2008-04-28T13:06:00.002+08:00

I thought I've done a great job on my icons, but I lost in the awards... *sighs*
It's really difficult to get people's attention on my icons.

That's all. See ya.

Changed my layout

2008-04-25T23:26:00.001+08:00

Since I won't abandon my blog, so I changed another blogskin. This is lovely. I love the colour, simple, and it looks like LJ! :D

That's all. Good night!

Hello, again!

2008-04-17T14:20:00.001+08:00

A new start.

Tagboard deleted. :]

That's all. See ya!

Don't bother much with my blog.

2008-04-14T11:40:00.003+08:00

This is my stupid blog, where I use it to complain and post something that I love. So, I'm sorry if it makes you down or bored. I have several blogs before, but now, if I count back, I have only 3 blogs! *claps* This is how I categorize my blog, for private things, please go to LJ; for bitchy posts, *coughs* I'm here; for my normal posts, dude, in other blogspot, but I'm not sure when will I abandon it. ;D

Please delete me from your link, okay?

That's all. Bye bye.

I'm sorry.

2008-04-10T00:13:00.002+08:00

I did something that I shouldn't do. I thought to share, but she was really angry about it. I am so sorry. ;_;

I'm dead. Hopeless at all.

That's all. Good night, though I can't sleep at all.

Uwahh~

2008-04-09T17:04:00.001+08:00

The gayness of pretty boys. Damn it. I shouldn't see the yaoi pics~! XD

The forbidden loves~

Damn hot.

That's all. See ya!

Oh the f***

2008-04-07T11:22:00.003+08:00

Wake up so early in the morning, then I took the University catalog to search for the scholarship.

Searching...

Searching...

Searching...

*keeps it inside the drawer*

Since I don't understand and I don't get it at all. T^T

Sweet dream

2008-04-02T12:33:00.002+08:00

I got a sweet dream, but damn me, I couldn't remember it.

Got a phone call from colleague, she was really crazy lol!

My ex-colleague said I wore like a boy! LOL! I am. XD

That's all.

In crazy mood.

2008-04-01T18:48:00.002+08:00

I'm crazy for Aoi. <3

Damn me, I love you, Shoshomiki. *hugs*

I'm getting more excited now. Indescribable feeling.

That's all. See ya.

The WWE.

2008-03-31T15:53:00.004+08:00

What will happen if I had a boyfriend and I told him that I watched the World Wrestling Entertainment? XD

John Cena
The Undertaker
Red Mysterious

Damn. It's too scary. XD

Finally, I know how to colour a manga base... Damn easy. XD But, now, I can't make any icons, because too many troublesome people here! DX

That's all. Will online soon.

Stop bothering me!

2008-03-30T00:00:00.003+08:00

Pissed me off.

I was taking my stocks, then a stupid guy came and said he wanted to help me. I said no, but he kept bothering me! Terrible, he wanted to give me a thing from the storeroom, it was like a thief stooling something! He is mad, I was damn angry with him, and I had repeated "No" for a gazillion time, you know! He is the guy who broke my stocks, I knew, that was why he felt guilty! Shit, go to hell! He was so terrible!

Watch out, I'll be back to my world soon. One more day to go! XD

That's all. Good night.

No number!

2008-03-27T23:18:00.007+08:00

I met two guys today, and one of them said he knew me, and he claimed that we were in the same school, so he wanted to take my phone number. Of course, I said no. XD He begged me and his friend said if I didn't give him, he won't be able to sleep. Well, that was none of my business! XD So, they talked and begged me, and then I rejected too. I was pretty nice. 8D So funny! It was a long story and I have just cut it as short as possible, just to let you know. LOL, I have told Adib and my mom. My mom asked me why didn't I ask them for the school name? LOL, I forgot, because I was too busy. Next time, if I saw them again, I will definitely ask them for the school name. LOL, I don't know what the hell with them. Anyway, the whole conversation was just too funny! :D

Finally, I got my January's salary. Damn it, just 700+ for a month?! That's why I hate my first job. It was pretty tired and worthless! I will get 700+ for two weeks (maybe more, after added with commission!), if I finished the job that I am working currently. I am pretty happy with my job now, it is not tired at all and it's worth ~~to lie~~ (sometimes...)! XD

P/S : I just realized that I made two updates today! Wonderful. XD

That's all. Good night.

I was a Taz!

2008-03-27T10:21:00.003+08:00

No, what a weird dream I got! O_o

A guy challenged the heights of KL Tower! He rode his motorcycle from the top of KL Tower and he just rode it to the ground! Like a superman flied straight down to the ground! Most surprisingly, he was ok at all! Too horrible!

I was a Taz, or I was watching a Taz...? I didn't know. I was damn sure that I was in the game scene and jumped and jumped like a Taz! Then, I gave my bun to three guys. I didn't know why did I give them my bun! I should stop playing games. XD

Hope I have a nice day.

That's all. See ya!

Step into the Starbucks.

2008-03-22T23:44:00.004+08:00

Finally, I got a chance to step into the Starbucks! XD

I went to the Starbucks with a girl, to discuss something (and she had a laptop! <3), yet we didn't order anything. Shame on me, I should order one! I was sad, and kinda regret! DX

I fall in love with Starbucks. <3

That's all. Good night.

No LJ today?

2008-03-21T22:33:00.003+08:00

I'm blogging here again, too awesome. I can't believe it! XD

So, I won't go to LJ today, something big happened. DX

American Idol is awesome, right? :D I love it when they sing together!

I need to get more sleeps, seriously. ^^;

That's all. Going to deal with PS~

Cycling in the night.

2008-03-20T22:11:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, I lost my way back to home (I am damn bad at memorizing the places, although I always pass through there), so I enjoyed the way back, until I heard a sound from a haunted house, maybe? Quite excited. I was so enjoyed to walk in the rain, during the night. *loves*

Cycling in the night was not bad too. I'm totally enjoyed it. I love it. <3

I enjoy my being-alone-time. :D

That's all. See you.

Walking in the rain, in night.

2008-03-19T23:11:00.003+08:00

Ignore all the unhappy things.

Throw it away, walked in the rain, in night, heard the nature sounds, with the umbrella.

It was fun.

That's all. Good night.

You should wear an earring!

2008-03-18T00:13:00.002+08:00

Just now, I realize, if I had a boyfriend, my boyfriend should wear at least an earring, or a pair of earrings! XD He should wear a t-cross earring. XD I will love him deadly, if he is really cool and sexy. *is crazy to imagine*

Yes! He should. XP *kisses my imagine boyfriend*

That's all. Good night!

I have my own life.

2008-03-16T13:28:00.004+08:00

I forgot to put a Disclaimer section... Just leave it.

Everyone has their own life, so me too, but I am damn more useless compare to them. I like to keep blaming all the things to myself, really, I am so useless. I don't want to add any burdens to people, either my family or my friends. I hate it. I choose to hide and run from them, so they will not know more about me. Just hate me, I know it. I don't like to talk much with my friends, I like to deal with people who I don't know much, because you don't have to let them know about you. I am confused now, I don't get myself too, that's why, I dare to swear that I have two personalities. You can't say that I am a liar, I am not, I never cheat people. I am just selfish, I will only share my things with the people I love. Since they have no interest on what I love, so I choose to write it out. Don't get to know me too much. I am just not sociable, an introvert, so I don't need your any mercy. Mercy killing.

You just have to know that I love you all. <3

That's all. So tired.

Done!

2008-03-14T23:38:00.004+08:00

5 Things In My Bag
More than 5 things, actually...

1. Mineral water
2. Umbrella
3. Wallet
4. Lip balm
5. Phone

5 Things Found In My Wallet

1. Money
2. IC
3. Calendar card
4. Hair clips
5. Small notes (phone numbers)

5 Favorite Things In My Room
My dear, I don't have a room, allow me to change it into "5 favourite things in my room, if I had a room".

1. Mirror
2. Bed
3. Cupboard
4. Study table
5. Japanese posters

5 Things I Always Wanted To Do

1. Live in Japan and do many things...
2. Move to another state.
3. Walk in the rain.
4. Drive my car, to do shopping alone~
5. Fulfill my wishlist!

5 Things I'm Currently Into
I don't want to think more...

1. Japan!
2. Net.
3. PS2 games.
4. Laptop.
5. Photoshop.

List Out The Top 5 Presents You Wish For

1. iPod, any new iPod.
2. New mobile phone.
3. Laptop.
4. A room, just for me!
5. Money!

The Person Who Tagged You Is

The awesome razzy!

Your 5 Impressions Of Her

1. She always got everything I wanted!
2. Talented!
3. Too busy for life.
4. Love MYV till death!
5. Doesn't know Chinese.

Most Memorable Thing She Has Done To You

Well, chat or e-mail or sent songs to me?

If She Becomes Your Lover, You Will

Just if, you know. Happy! *figures out hardly*

If She Becomes Your Enemy, The Reason Will Be

I made her mad or she made me mad. Then, done!

Pass This Quiz to 5 People You Wish To Know How They Feel About You

PASS. XD

It was worth!

2008-03-12T14:38:00.004+08:00

I PASSED MY SPM WITH FLYING COLOURS!

I'm too happy, just received my results today, and yes, thanks God! It was worth to work hard! :D Hmm... I can't see my future yet. ^^; Maybe I will see it soon!

I'm too happy, can't wait to get my driving license! XD

That's all! See ya~

The judgement day

2008-03-12T10:45:00.001+08:00

Wish me luck.

Goodbye.

Happiness on my way~

2008-03-08T22:21:00.004+08:00

FINALLY, I CUT MY HAIR!
I love my hair now, so do you want to see me? XD I'll post up my pic soon, if I am success to take a nice pic of myself! XD I'm a bad photographer.

Second good new, I did it! I success to get the job! Yes, I will quit my job now, and change to that job! I will miss them. :D After that, I will change another job lol. XD

Third good new, I will quit the job on this Thursday. XD I can't wait until that day!

Fourth good new, I will get another job that is only for two days, then I will change to that job that I am already success.

Fifth good new, I know how to use brushes now. Yay~ =D

I'm too happy. :D

That's all. Catch you soon. <3

Cure!

2008-03-06T23:49:00.004+08:00

I failed to upload a pic to celebrate my #50 post. I'm too rush with my time. DX

Yes, the layout is changed. XD It's a simple and clean layout, for me. Too many layouts on blogskin, and I don't know which shall I use, but I choose this. :D

YES, my tagboard is fine now! Sorry for the inconvenience! Feel free to tag!

I need more lucks, please wish me luck!

That's all. Good night!

The #50 post!

2008-02-29T15:13:00.003+08:00

Yay~ I'm too awesome. Suddenly, I realize that my Blogspot reaches #50 post! XD

Will post a pic to celebrate it. XD Yea, I'm too bored.

I want to play with Photoshop. Eww, I don't have much time! DX

See ya! Going to offline!

Write a little more...

2008-02-15T17:28:00.003+08:00

Currently I'm downloading Guren by Gazette! OMG, I'm so proud of them, they are at everywhere! Yes, it's because someone posted it to LJ, and Gazette is on everywhere! *proud* You don't know what's the feeling when you are surrounded by the Gazette! XD They are really awesome! Gorgeous! I can't wait to hear their new songs!

Damn, LJ didn't allow me to add a new link! DX Unfriendly to me?!

Aww~ It's done! I want to hear it! *jumps to my bed*

Double post for today. XD Just want to write this before I'm off!

That's all for today! Going to hear the Guren!

Tala, tala, I got a new layout!

2008-02-15T14:50:00.002+08:00

Phew~ It's a new layout! Awesome, I like it. Orange layout! XD Yes, it is an absolutely beautiful escape!

I'm back, really! I just deleted all messages in my tagboard. Well, it is dead lol. So, leave me a tag if you are there! Y I don't care anymore.

PS is fun, sort of. ^^;

That's all for now! See ya! Going to LJ! XD

I'm still alive!

2008-02-12T17:45:00.000+08:00

Don't get me wrong. I just love to run to LJ, because LJ is fun. XD So, I ignore Blogspot for a while lol. Anyway, Happy Chinese New Year!

Ignore my playlist, because I lost all my files in com. I'm too lazy to recover it.

I'm going to change my layout soon.

See ya! Gong Xi Fa Cai!

This is my life.

2007-12-19T16:52:00.000+08:00

Today was such an annoying day. I really hate to deal with it. Go away, stop bothering me!

On the other hand, I think I can handle PS! XD PS is so fun, and I dare to challenge it!

Currently, I'm reading manga, not watching any animes, though I have bought some of it ages, and I didn't have any moods to watch it... ^^; I prefer to read, I guess? XD

That's all. Going to read manga.

I'm on my way!

2007-12-10T13:48:00.000+08:00

Currently, I'm learning how to work on PS... My PS is kinda old, it is Adobe Photoshop CS. Yeap, it is just CS. I think it's a bit hard for me to learn, anyway... I need helps. *sighs*

Yay~ I just got my friend's letter! She becomes fat now... ^^;

I learn to make my silly site. It's a bit messy, since I don't know what will I make!

Alright, my tagboard is died.

That's all. Bye!

I bought fiction!

2007-12-09T18:58:00.000+08:00

I had a lot of fun during this week! I bought some books from different bookstores. I love books now, included manga! My next target? Still searching. I have to read all the fiction before I buy a new one. To be frank, it kills my money, but it worths for me! Sorry, mom! I enjoy reading!

I doubt whether should I post some pictures here... Maybe I won't. XD Usually, I post them to LJ, LOL.

That's all. Going for my dinner!

Should I be a mature girl?

2007-12-05T23:41:00.000+08:00

I like the way I am. However, they think I need to change my own fashion... D: I don't like to be a mature girl, I prefer to be a childish girl. My mom forced me to buy a lot of clothes, or shall I say TONNES OF CLOTHES? XD I think I really need to buy it. I need to change my own fashion. Ack, that is so hard. I never think that it's really hard! I just like T-shirts, anyway! =D

I feel jealous to the mature girls! BEWARE! XD

That's all. Good night!

I lost myself again...

2007-12-01T14:24:00.000+08:00

Hell. I did not blog for a long time. Sorry... Many things happened in my life, and until now, I guess I lost my way.

GOD, please lead me.

That's all.

I'm back!

2007-11-28T00:22:00.000+08:00

YES, I'M BACK! I can return to my normal life again! XP

Promise.

2007-10-14T17:55:00.001+08:00

I did promise myself not to online, but... *sighs*

I miss J-rock...

I don't want to talk to my friends. I am anti-social.

I lost my way, I lost myself.

That's all. See ya! Going to hell.

Tada Tada Tada!

2007-10-03T13:10:00.000+08:00

Did u see it? I have changed my layout! Why? Ok, maybe I will change back, but probably not! XD I changed it because I will face my most important exams in my life... I want to get everything done before I leave here. Anyway, I have added up a new section! It's my PLAYLIST! Go to check it out! Uhh... I guess there's something amiss on my tagboard... The msg that I wrote won't delete automatically! What the hell? Did u face the same problem when u are in my blog? Please tell me how to solve it! I beg u! T-T

Gosh, Megamasso is wonderful! =P

That's all. See ya! Going to study.

Finally, I'm done.

2007-10-01T16:12:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, I met a girl named Jessie. She is younger than me, just one year, but she is clever than me! OMG, I need to work harder!

Last time, I did talk about my own site, so here it is!
The Disappearing Love
It's still under construction... I don't know when will I update it... ^^; Just check it out! I create it just for fun. XD What shall I put? Any comments?

Oh well, I have decided to close my tagboard! Let's see. XD

That's all. Going to study.

Oh my God!

2007-09-29T22:36:00.000+08:00

Seriously, Aoi kills me. XD I have a lot of Aoi's pics, because my dear LJ friend sent it to me!

Aoi in black

Isn't he gorgeous? *faints and dies*

I love One Litre of Tears! (in other words, A Diary with Tears or A Diary of Tears) In Japanese words, it is Ichi Rittoru no Namida. I cried when I watched it... *touched* I want to buy its DVD or VCD. I want to get its OST too. I know, the real person didn't have a boyfriend... That girl was so pity... ;;___________;; At least, the actors did that for her, to realise her dream. That's just my thoughts...

One Litre of Tears

It's because I want to see Aya and Aso! XD

That's all. Good night.

I have created a site!

2007-09-28T23:47:00.000+08:00

I have already forgot when did I create my site... Maybe last week? I don't quite remember... I know I shouldn't make it, since I will have exams soon! T^T Ok, I just create it for fun, I will only working on my site after the exams... Just put it aside. =D

nad will understand me! Yay~ *dances happily* Shame on me, for thinking that she will hate me... *smacks self* I'm so happy! FRIENDSHIP FOREVER. *cheers* =D

Thanks GOD, I have scored good results in my Trial. OMG, I can't believe it, 8As out of 11 subjects! *cries happily* Wait!!! It's just a Trial! Ok, I'm going to work harder!

Woah, I post a lot of good news in my blog! XD I don't want to update my LJ, I'm lazy to do that. I just like Blogspot. XD

Ok, I put my tagboard up again... Why? I'm clueless.

That's all. Good night!

My fandom

2007-09-22T00:46:00.000+08:00

Hmm... Just to express my feeling.

Vampire Knight is my currently fandom! XD *drools* OMG, can u suck my blood? Aww... Drink my blood~ XD *faints*

Ok, I'm the No.4 in class! *claps for herself* Keep it up!

That's all! It's already late! Good night!

Honest.

2007-09-17T15:34:00.000+08:00

I have showed nad that I have a blog here... Will it be good if I be honest to her? I mean none of my friends know that I have a blog here, except some of my net friends. I just feel that I don't want to hide anything from her... T___T If she hates me because of this... That will be the end of our friendship... The worst thing... I hope she won't view my blog... *worry*

That's all. Going to take a nap or maybe study.

Stop fucking me!

2007-09-16T19:10:00.000+08:00

What the hell with u? Can't u stop fucking me?
Everyday, everytime, he won't stop scolding me! I don't know what the hell with my dad! If u said it's for my own good, well, U'RE TOTALLY WRONG! He scolds me without reason! That's why I hate him very much! Whatever I did, he just disagree with me, even I didn't do wrong! What the hell!

Tomorrow, I will have a small test... Wish me luck...

That's all. Going to study. ;;______________;;

Miyavi

2007-09-14T22:29:00.000+08:00

Happy Sweet 26th Birthday to Miyavi!

So much love to MYV or Meev! XD Unfortunately, he doesn't know me! D= Oh well, it's not a big problem. Luckily, I manage to online to give him a birthday wish. <<<33 Anyway, Happy Birthday, Miyavi.

Actually, I usually do birthday celebrations on my LJ, but I can't login to LJ... It's because I will spend my whole time in front of my com... =P Next time, I'm going to spam my LJ with a lot of pictures. It's not my fault... Ok, it's my LJ, I can do anything there, but if my friends hate me to do that, it's ok... *mumbles* I don't care anymore.

That's all. Good night.

I'm tired.

2007-09-11T17:14:00.000+08:00

No idea, run out of ideas. I don't know why did I come here... I have already put semi-hiatus on LJ, but my blogspot will never die. XD

xian did come to my blog! I thought no one will come... ^^; Thank you! *hugs* Oh yeah, Aoi... I just love him! XD

My exams results are not bad. I thought I was bad or failed at many subjects... -_- How lucky I am... Now, I have 6A's out of 11 subjects. I hope I can get more A's, but it looks like I can only score one more A... Blah. I don't care. I have already tried my best, so no more regrets. =)

That's all. Going to take a nap.

Over... I just like this song.

2007-09-10T16:56:00.000+08:00

I don't know much about 12012, but I like Over... so much, just look at the lyric, it's a nice song. Yeah, it is. XD

Over...
Artist: 12012
Lyrics: W. Miyawaki
Compostion: T. Enya
Translated by MissLeliz

I stared up at the cloudy sky.
I can hear someone's voice.
When I close my eyes and listen carefully, it echoes in the sky - an endless song.
I'll plant the seeds of the future
With truth and the soil of my atonement.
The sprout stretches high into the sky, escaping through the clouds to the ends of the galaxy.

I scream, scream my prayer to the sky without ever reaching it.

Though I desire an end
To these days in our world so full of conflict,
I'm right here, protecting such important, irreplaceable people.

In a whisper I pray, pray for compassion for my sins.

God, please somehow explain why I was born into this kind of era.
For whose sake do I share and endure the suffering of this era?

We're waiting for a blessed rain
Somewhere in this town that's all withered up.
Our thirsty hearts change shape, resenting and hating each other.

God, if you so desire it, you can sacrifice this body of mine.
Oh Mercy, pour down upon this world, upon this world, at once!

God, please somehow explain why I was born into this kind of era.
For whose sake do I share and endure the suffering of this era?

Search for the meanings of eternal sin, eternal days, eternal love; these are my last partings, my last decisions, so please tell me about them in the end.

God, please somehow explain why I was born into this kind of era.
For whose sake do I share and endure the suffering of this era?

Change the volition I strongly swore in the depths of my heart into a guide post.
For whose sake do I endure the rail that others continue to walk upon?

Doesn't it lovely? It just my opinion. =P

I can't really trust u...

2007-09-02T17:47:00.000+08:00

U said u saw Gazette... But it seems like no news on LJ! If they did, there must be a new! Ok, skip this...

I can't say how many did I love Gazette, they are killing me! Especially Aoi! U are so gorgeous! Everyone looks perfect! XD I love them so much! I can't wait to watch their lives, if only I can travel to Japan to watch their lives... T^T So, I will just dream about them... *dreams*

Hmm... I guess I won't write "fuck" anymore... I don't know, LOL... Depends on my mood... XD

Bye!

Ok...

2007-08-19T22:54:00.000+08:00

I saw my "grandpa", but we didn't talk much. Or, I can say that we didn't talk. Yeah... That was pity... He did not even send a msg to me, but I did send a msg to him, and he didn't reply me.

I'm so dissapointed with him. He always let me down. Damn.

I hate u.

I love my senior, she always like a sister for me. She did come back to visit us! I know, I know, she was same like "grandpa", came back to visit us, but she was a sweet sister! XD

I was happy to see her!

Bye.

Ok... So... No bloggers...

2007-08-11T16:46:00.000+08:00

It's ok, I have already know it will happen. It's not a matter, I have two friends, Babysaru and yuyuan. Just two people, so it will be great if I just put my blog as a private blog. =]

This looks fun to do, so I snag it from razori.

INSTRUCTION : Bold the statements that are true to you. Italicize the statements that you WISH are true. Leave the fibs alone. Then, stab anyone to do the same test.

1) I miss somebody right now.
2) I do not watch tv these days.
3) I wear glasses or contact lenses.
4) I love to play video games.
5) I have tried marijuana.
6) I have been in a threesome.
7) I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
8) I have changed mentally over the last year.
9) I curse.
10) I am totally smart.
11) I have broken someone's bones.
12) I am paranoid sometimes.
13) I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
14) I need money right now.
15) I love sushi.
16) I talk really, really fast.
17) I have long hair.
18) I have lost money in Las Vegas.
19) I have at least one sibling.
20) I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
21) I couldnt survive without Caller ID.
22) I like the way I look.
23) I am usually pessimistic.
24) I have a lot of mood swings.
25) I have a hidden talent.
26) I am always hyper.
27) I have a lot of friends.
28) I have pecked someone of the same sex.
29) I enjoy talking on the phone.
30) I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
31) I love to shop.
32) Enjoy window shopping.
33) I would rather shop than eat.
34) I don't hate anyone.
35) I am a pretty good dancer.
36) I am completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
37) I have a cell phone.
38) I believe in God.
39) I am an adrenaline junkie.
40) I watch MTV on a daily basis.
41) I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
42) I have rejected someone before.
43) I want to have children in the future.
44) I have changed a diaper before.
45) I have called the cops on a friend before.
46) I am not allergic to anything.
47) I have a lot to learn.
48) I am shy around members with the opposite sexs.
49) I have made a move on a friends significant other or crush in the past.
50) I have tried alcohol before.
51) I own the South Park movie.
52) I would die for my best friend.
53) I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
54) I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
55) I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
56) Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
57) I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
58) I am happy at this moment!
59) I am obsessed with girls/guys.
60) I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I have ever met.
61) I study for tests most of the time.
62) I am comfortable with who I am right now.
63) I have more than just my ears pierced.
64) I walk barefoot wherever I can.
65) I have jumped off a bridge.
66) I love sea turtles.
67) I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
68) Plan on achieving a major goaldream.
69) I am proficient in a musical instrument.
70) I hate office jobs.
71) I love sci-fi movies.
72) I think water rules.
73) I went college out of state.
74) I like sausages.
75) I love kisses.
76) I fall for the worst people.
77) I adore bright colours.
78) I cant live without black eyeliner.
79) I dont know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
80) I usually like covers better than originals.
81) I can pick up things with my toes.
82) I can whistle.
83) I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
84) I have ridden/owned a horse.
85) I still have every journal I've written in.
86) I can stick to a diet.
87) I talk in my sleep.
88) I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
89) I have jazz in my blood.
90) Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
91) I wear a toe ring.
92) I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
93) I am a caffeine junkie.
94) I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
95) I have been to over 15 conventions.
96) I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
97) I am an artist.
98) I only clean my room when necessary.
99) I like a person of the same sex.
100) I love being happy.

I love Aoi! Really! I love him so much! XD I miss Gazette! T^T

Any J-Rock bloggers?

2007-08-05T14:11:00.000+08:00

Yes, I'm searching for J-Rock bloggers! I hope to find someone who has same interest with me, so if u are one of the J-rock fans, please kindly leave ur link to me at the tagboard section! I have added up a tagboard there!

That's all!

Have a nice day! (though I'm suffering...) XD

Dream...

2007-08-04T10:40:00.000+08:00

I had a dream, and I saw them, included my "grandpa". I didn't know why did he come out! It was weird... It just a dream, so I didn't quite remember what was happening actually.

Yesterday, he did sms me. However, I didn't see my handphone, so I didn't reply him. I had only replied him on about 1.00a.m., but with a msg where normal people couldn't read it. If he couldn't read it, well, I guess he will delete it. It was my brother's handphone fault! I didn't know how to use it, so I just wrote the msg without spacing...

Just feel like blogging, so I blogged it.

Bye.

I'm tired.

2007-08-03T22:37:00.000+08:00

Take a book and sit down, then open your book, and... Start to revise ur text! Shit!
I like to study, but I hate exams! I don't like to study just for sitting exams! I hate it!

...... Just do my best.

Good night.

Liar!

2007-07-29T13:03:00.000+08:00

"Chat with u later."

That was what he told me.

Before that,

"Hey, do u still remember me? I'm ur "grandpa"!"

Well, we did play a little game, he is my grandpa, while I'm his grandson.

"Of course I still remember u..."

Then, we just chatted for about 5 minutes! Yes, u hear me right! Just 5 minutes! He even asked me why didn't I contact him. Why? Well, I don't want to talk to him because he is such a busy man already. I don't want to bother him anymore, and I'm not a little kid, too. Yes, I know that clearly. So, I just wait until he wants to contact me.

Liar?! Yes, he is such a beautiful liar. Shit... He always told me "chat with u later", but he never did that. *sighs* That is so annoying. I try not to keep contact with him, because I know there's a person will do so. Haha, so he won't be lonely even he is far away from me, a trouble-maker. XD Anyway, all the best wishes to him.

Recently, I have been thinking a lot of things. I agree that PEOPLE ARE SELFISH. Do u agree? I have already think lots and lots of things. I don't think I'm wrong. Really. Try to focus the people around u. U will know it.

I love to look at the sky. Truely, I like it.

Yes, I have changed my layout again! It's so beautiful and cool! Right? I love this skin, and this skin will keep alive for a long time! XD

Bye.

Layout is successfully changed!

2007-07-22T22:46:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah, I did it last minute! So, congratulations! I love this layout too! Well, it's dark, so maybe I'm falling in love with dark colour again... XD

Good night!

Geez, I'm back, just for a moment.

2007-07-18T15:10:00.000+08:00

I'm not in a good mood! Just back from exams, and not survived yet! I hate exams so much! Go to hell! Everything is killing me, I hate that. I hate them, too. I don't know what's wrong with me, but I guess I better just shut up and do my things. I don't want to talk with them. I hate myself for being talking all days. But now, I won't do that silly thing again. I WILL EVEN LOVE MYSELF MORE WITHOUT TALKING WITH THEM. Forgive my selfishness. BLEGH!!!

Gazette always gives me surprises or terrified me... XP

I love u, Corial! XD Yes, I will keep saying that! LOVE, LOVE, LOVE!

P/S: I'm thinking of changing layout, or not. I'm lazy to do it.

Lack of time

2007-06-30T00:03:00.000+08:00

It's been long time I didn't post anything. Yet, I have to do it now because I want to keep my own record that I update my blog monthly!

I guess I will like LM.C! =D I'm not sure about this, but hope I will since they are cute and their songs are nice to hear!

I scored quite satisfied results! It's not bad! XD

I love Summon Night 4! My green dragon is my son! He's cute! Wait a minute, is HE or SHE? I don't care! I love him! <<3

It's already late. Good night.

I have a silly idea

2007-05-31T22:28:00.000+08:00

Somehow, I have ~~an awesome~~ a silly idea. Since I hate LJ for some time, I want to create a new website for myself. Just for myself, just for fun. XD Yeah, I'm playful when I'm on the net. I want to put random stuffs there, like graphics and musics. For my LJ, I guess it is more suitable to be a site where I can get resources there. My website should include my little blog, profile(is a must), graphics, layouts and musics. What I have to do now is waiting for my Photoshop. I want to get it soon... It's my wish. People can go to my website when I'm done it. I hope people can really get useful stuffs through my net! I want to make it, I must make it, it's my wish, I must fullfil my desire~ XP

Gazette has changed their looks! Aoi is still my favourite. XD I like Gazette so much! YEAH! LOVES!!!

Tora from Alice Nine... Well, I don't like his new hairstyle... T^T Sorry, Tora... *speechless*

I love anime! XD

I'm tired.

2007-05-18T16:28:00.000+08:00

Finally, exams are over. I have no feeling, I don't know which mask shall I wear. Just stressed. I'm tired. After this, I need to work harder to achieve good results.

Many things happened. An Cafe goes on without Bou. I don't like Bou, but An Cafe without Bou is weird... Why did this happen when I start to like their musics? T^T Wait... Yuuki? What the hell? His hair is... I don't like his hair! I love Kanon only. I see him only. Miku is cute and yeah, for me, he is a perfect match with Bou. Huh? Why did I talk so much about Bou? I guess he is too hard for me to ignore... An Cafe without Bou is quite lonely... *sigh* The two newest members are Yuuki and Takuya. Takuya looks like Teruki. *________* In a nutshell, An Cafe has five members now, they are Miku, Takuya, Kanon, Yuuki and Teruki.

Alice Nine will release WHITE PRAYER soon! I know it's still a long time, but it's hard to ignore them. *sigh* Tora's hair... What happened to u, Tora-sama? T^T

Gazette! Why did u get into ghost movie? I don't want to watch ghost movie because of u! T______T Ah... Look here, u will know it.
Apartment-Movie

BOOM! *head exploded*

Oh yeah, I have changed my blogskin again! This is pretty nice~ Seriously, I really need a place for myself, a place where nobody knows me. Anyway, I like this so much! Ah, I haven't go to LJ for a while... I know when I'm there, I will waste a lot of time... So, I prefer to stay at blogspot, and since nobody is reading or watching me. If there is anyone reading... No, I don't think so. >______< Whatever...

U know, I love layouts or blogskins and graphics so much! I want to make it! However, I don't have Photoshop... I envy and admire graphic designer... *sigh* Hope I can make it... T^T

Nothing much, that's all. =)

I don't know...

2007-04-28T14:36:00.000+08:00

Don't ask me anything.

Well, again, I'm getting bored with layout easily. I have found another blogskin, which is more suitable for me! So pretty but lonely. I love it. I mean I love to be alone. XD

Damn the exams. Suck. I hate it. I'm going to fuck all the exams. Bite u, exams.

Again, Miyavi melts my heart!

2007-04-15T14:10:00.000+08:00

Yes, Meev is too gorgeous! He kills me!

Credit goes to velvy. =D

Miyavi in Los Angelas
These two scans are too cool, for me! XD

He's buying a VCD? It's action and horror?

Where are Meev heading for?

I like Meev! He can be cool, cute and... Lonely? It just my opinion... *mumble*

Ganbare ne, Miyavi!

Also, I think I shall give a chance to Antic Cafe, ne? They r so cute, and yes, I like their songs! X)

I want to be a Christian!

2007-04-13T16:11:00.000+08:00

I want to be a Christian! Just let me do it...

Shut up, people!

2007-03-27T15:40:00.000+08:00

If u don't like my work, u can just shut up!

R u clever enough? R u? Okay, if u r clever, why didn't u do it all yourself? When I was in need of help, u all ran away, and what did u guys do? Nothing, except complaint from u guys! Shit!

I said I HATE TEAMWORKS! Can't u hear it? U all didn't even want to co-operate with me! NO TEAMWORKS! What the hell with u guys? So, I was the only one who did it all? Shit! I asked u guys went to explain, but u guys didn't even like to explain! What did I get? U all suck!

I'm disappointed with myself. *digs a hole and hides myself* I HATE U GUYS!

I love Goong.

2007-03-25T17:13:00.000+08:00

Damn u, how dare u to make me fall in love with Goong? Especially Yul-sama! Aww~ I LOVE him so much! Anyway, it just nothing, I just want to spam my blog. XD

Also, I have re-opened my tagboard section. I hope u can tag me. =) Maybe I will delete it after sometimes... T^T So, yoroshiku ne...

Random of thoughts

2007-03-19T15:09:00.000+08:00

Squee! I love BLEACH so much! Love love love~ Rabu!

And also, I'm kinda interest with Ayabie now. OMG. I'm just get into a fan site and I found Aoi!!! ;o; It's not my dearest Aoi from Gazette, no worries! Aoi is the vocalist for Ayabie. Oh yeah, I found Takehito(guitar) and Kenzo(drummer)! Hehe, I like them! XD I always like black hair guys. X3 *cough* I don't know will I LIKE them, but I'm trying to get their songs, if only I have time. T^T

Takehito

Kenzo

Ehem, shall I put a tagboard? But, since there's no one pass by, I have no idea. I like tagboard, but it will be lonely if without people tagging it! =( I leave it aside.

They are annoying. I don't like them! I hate school! I hate school! I HATE SCHOOL! Damn it! I need to cut my time on net! Shit.

I love Princess Hours! Congrats! They r the first Korean drama which make me fall in love! Yool-sama! XD I may go to buy its drama! Wait for me!!! I'm coming!

Go and check it out! More info and pics there!
Princess Hours
iMBC.com (Princess Hours)
http://chinkymovies.blogspot.com/2006/04/k-drama-princess-hours-goong.html

Princess Hours

Shin Chae-Kyeong

Lee Shin

Lee Yool
He's gorgeous! U have my love! U deserve it!

Min Hyo-Rin

I need to do more revision, or else I'll die. Kill u.

I need it!!!

2007-03-13T10:28:00.001+08:00

Seriously,

I NEED A LAPTOP!!! MY OWN LAPTOP! NO SHARING!!!
I don't want to share com with people anymore! There's not enough spaces for me to keep my things!!! ;o;

MY MP4 IS FULL, I WANT AN IPOD!!!

So, I'm back.

2007-03-09T22:44:00.000+08:00

I always feel stressed out. What a fool I have been. Did u hear it? I admit I am a fool?! What the hell! I'm not a fool! Shit. >___<>Sometimes, I ~~really~~ hate people. That's annoying. What an awful feeling I have. So, 100% introvert I am. And that's the occasion I give birth to this blog. I haven't tell my net friends that I have so many nicknames. However, that doesn't mean that I lied to them. I just want to avoid those stupid people get to my site! I will tell them soon. Yes, hopefully.

I become energetic everytime I see Aoi. Aoi is killing me! Thank you for sending me such sexy pics of Aoi. U cure my little pain, Aoi-sama! It looks like I love Aoi more than Shou... OMG... Btw, Uruha is the sexiest in Gazette, for me. XD I LOVE GAZETTE!

Aoi-sama
Aoi-sama is rocking! <<3

See? How gorgeous he is. Yay!

Aoi is smiling! Smile for me? XD U have brighten my life. I love u.

Uruha
See? He is so sexy! *drool*

My dear, Aoi and Uruha
They are in white. <3

I really love Cassis, this lovely song. How touchful. Especially the English lyric, (Sorry, I can't understand Japanese lyric, but I know it is the best love song that I ever heard!) Why is it so painful to touch u? This is so touching. It's quite sadistic, but lovely. Credit goes to antiPOP.

Cassis
Album: NIL
(from the official booklet)

I repeated it for a long time, I made you sad for a long time.
I must have hurt you. Now I still cannot move.
Why is it so painful to touch you?
I think it is because I was afraid of making the same mistake and losing you.

I tried to recover the unforgettable days to stay close to each other.
You hold my hand without asking anything.

Even if you don't love me tomorrow, I must love you as I do now.
Even if you don't see me tomorrow, I must love you as I do now.
I will walk together, the future not promised.
It keeps walking together, to the future in which you are...

I love you so much that I forget any suffering.
My heart feels pain every time I count the days we cannot meet.

The loneliness is piling up. Please don't cry alone.
Even if we are so far away, we can believe each other.

I wish to smile as it is, I don't want you to hurt yourself.
I don't want to repeat such feelings, which have kept fading each time.
Even if you don't love me tomorrow, I must love you as I do now.
Even if you don't see me tomorrow, I must love you as I do now.
Please, only look at me. Please, don't let our hands separate.
I will walk together, the future not promised.
It keeps walking together, to the future in which you are...

Resurrection

2007-03-05T15:04:00.000+08:00

Thanks for comforted me. Thank you so much, Penny. However, I'm not really that person who can forgive myself easily... ^^" Gomenasai! I'll try. Arigato gozaimasu!

Physics failed!!! Wha the hell, I almost passed... *sigh* It's all my fault. Ok, leave it aside. As wha I have expected, I didn't get good results. I'm sure about this. However, I still can laugh happily... O_o My brain has errors. XD I shall do wha my brother tell me, he said," I think u need to buy a new drive or increase the GB of your brain. " How funny it is! That's because I can't remember or memorise anything which I just learned! On the other hand, I can teach my brother to finish his works, that means I can only remember the things which I have learned long long time ago! How pity. >__<

Seriously, I need to insert a new drive or new drives to my brain. X3

They just shit.

2007-03-01T20:56:00.000+08:00

It's not good to cheat during an exam. Shit. They did it. =(

I'm here and it's a proof that exams have passed. I didn't expect good results, because I didn't read it. Mostly of the subjects will fail. Yes. It will fail. I don't do update in LJ, because I don't want to bother my friends to read my long-winded post again. I know I will do complaints again once I'm there. That's the occasion I don't do update in LJ. I will try to avoid doing such update in LJ, and mostly, I will vent my feelings or complaints in Blogspot, since no one read it. Hopefully, I will update after I become calm again, because my mood now is such a upset mood. *teary* I tried to calm and comfort myself during the exams, I tried to calm and comfort my friends too, yet the truth was I just being lied to myself. That's no way to calm myself since I didn't do revision.

Anyway, I have tried my best. =/

My eyes r painful. Oh, maybe I shall go to the bed now. Yes. Oyasumi nasai!

Fool

2007-02-26T14:33:00.000+08:00

Exams suck. I hate exams!

I love this cool layout!

2007-02-25T20:32:00.000+08:00

My second post on today. That is because I want to announce something. =D

This is my second layout! How adorable! Also, I didn't put the tagboard, because I want to rescue it. Instead of putting tagboard, I choose to put a feedback form. This is a form which I can find u alive! Once I find ppl alive, I will put the tagboard again. But I guess ppl won't reach my place, they can't hear my voice. So, whatever, if u r here, if u r hearing my voice, if u r interested with me, don't be hesitated to leave me ur words.

Thank you.

No one

2007-02-25T18:12:00.000+08:00

See? No one knows I own this! Except Lone Wolf, my dear fren. I showed her this, so she knew this. Pity, lonely tagboard... So, I will close this tagboard. I won't let it be lonely anymore, I will rescue it, or kill it. On the other hand, I'm so glad. Hehe... I'm a hyper happy kitty! I have bought SHOXX bis March! So much love!

Watch this! These r the pirate nicknames for Alice Nine! It's just for fun!
Geedunk Levi >>> Shou
Dirty Morgan >>> Hiroto
Deadeye Jo Bailey >>> Saga
Dirty Parr >>> Tora
Mad John >>> Nao
Alice Nine is dirty? *_______*

For Gazette...
Sealegs Solomon >>> Ruki
Black Col >>> Aoi
Swashy William >>> Uruha
Black Henry >>> Reita
Dirty Rackham >>> Kai
Ohhh, Kai is the only one with dirty? =X

While me? I am Dirty Constance... I'm dirty! XD I didn't make their nicknames! I don't have much time to do it! It's made in Mess. =)

I love Penny! She always be there for me! Love u! *hugs*

Give me time

2007-02-23T18:41:00.000+08:00

So, I'm back. I still have no idea what to deal with my blog. How pity... I love blog, I juz don't know what to deal with this. No one know I own this blog, yet I'm so glad. I don't want my friends know I own this blog. I hate them. Sorry to say that. Let me shout at here. Hopefully, I will do more updates here. Here, I have added tagboard, but I guess I have to delete it. *fighting with my own feeling* I don't know shall I delete it. U know, if no people pass by ur blog and tag u, so the tagboard will be useless. So, we'll see that.

Sometimes,it's hard to deal with people. I'm not hard to deal with, but just in case, when I am in such a bad mood, u better leave me alone, except I really need ur advice. I want to find a people who care about me, except my parents. However, sometimes, we can't easily get into their world. So, I'm really looking forward for people who can let me go into their hearts, their world. I do hope that people will dive into my world too, if only they exist...

My little update

2007-02-13T20:15:00.000+08:00

I don't know why I'm here... This is borned because of my boredom! I will write whatever I like here. So... Nth to say, but I really really like blog. So much love. Besides that, I love layouts and I become interested in Blogspot since I saw lovely blog skins! That's my reason why I owned this Blogspot. So stupid. But, I like to write blog. So... *mumble*

Yoroshiku ne! I love to talk to myself~

Btw, Happy Valentine Day! Have an extremely sweet Valentine Day! <<3

Due to my boredom...

2007-02-12T22:05:00.001+08:00

It born! It exists! I will update soon! Hopefully I can do it soon...